Portal hopping and transit stops: Decolonizing our narratives

* in process of adding visuals to this text*

I've been visualizing and manifesting and too focused on the appearance that I've forgotten how I want to feel as if the material the matter matters and will fill the feel. A void.

Avoiding the thing that makes me tick

the thing I want the most but can't seem to make stick

so I fill up my belly with instant intimacy

instant coffee

but not love

a click to vibrate


but not love

a quick exchange of shifty energy